one month till i turn 20. goodbye teenage years, good riddance. the first year was an absolute bastard but the rest were bearable i guess. ugh. i've got no regrets though, every mistake has taught me a lesson.. but it's the things that i didn't choose, the things i had no say in, the deterioration of someone i love, loved, those things piss me off. i've met people though, that've shared stories, opened up to me and shown me that everyones got shitty things going on. anyway i don't know where i'm going with this, i'm not emo or anything, it's just a weird feeling that's come over me, like some things seem so long ago yet if i start talking about them the memories are still so fresh. anyhooooo.
mikee_pm and maroukian have left lj. two of my favourite people, two of the first to be on my flist. i'll miss you guys, even though i'm younger you always treated me with respect and never spoke down to me, that being said.. i'm gonna miss mikee calling me kiddo and maroukian calling me champ. it won't be the same without the encouragement you guys have given me, especially with the journalism stuff. good luck with the future guys.
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detective_tatas) wrote,
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